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And after masturbating out a few ejaculations throughout the course of the morning, i had succeeded. What needed to get done was to thoroughly exhaust my libido & its related physiology. I had the whole morning for myself, and i knew what the plan was and what needed to get done. Didn't want to risk having to pee, fart, or need to take a dump before or during the quick procedure. I could sleep late, didn't have to worry about being late for the appointment, which was scheduled for 2:45.
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I took a vacation day from work, giving me full control of the day. The past year of discovering like minded people & chatting openly & honestly with them had now led up to this point. And i would always be wearing one when i planned to masturbate the night awayĪnd now today, after so many years, someone was gonna see live, and someone was gonna know. Therefore, no one knew, Restricted to my late at night or home alone status where no one could see.
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I started out this year, maintaining a secret i had kept from the world. What a drastic change that happened since the year began. It may seem like such a strange thing to some to mentally get worked up about, but for reasons that may be hard to explain, or hard to comprehend for some, i WAS mentally getting all worked up about it. It was around then I started thinking about my plans for this day, I began thinking that i should try to not think too much about this day that was to come.īut it remained on my mind A LOT during the past few months. Many of my masturbation sessions begin with me usually wearing any of my favorite jock straps, groping myself to erection, feeling it slide to my knees, feeling it on my knees as i pleasure myself, often as i imagine a middle aged woman or group of women having her/their way with me.įriday the 13th (Nov 2015) was a day that was 3 months in the making, when i actually started losing the weight i wanted to lose in order to tone down.
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The vulnerability of being seen & groped, but by whom. With that came fantasies, which I still have to this day. When i finally started masturbating, wearing the athletic supporter & sliding it down to my knees to masturbate went "hand in hand". But during that time, I was bringing myself to erection in my jockstrap after school with no one else around. Until then, I was still having nocturnal emissions once or twice a week. I didn't "discover" masturbation until relatively late, about a year after i had started wearing my "athletic supporter". But that's how powerful the self-consciousness & fear of embarrassment & humiliation by practically endless ball busting peers was May not have had the best hygiene in my high school years, I know. I just wanted to minimized my time in the locker room changing in & out of my pants, shirt & tie, and that was it. I didn't care to look at my peers, not even out of curiosity. I may have even also worn my gym shorts under my long dress pants as well, at least sometimes. My "athletic supporter" was always worn to school on gym days, under my underwear that never came off at school. I tried to minimize nude exposure to others as much as possible. To cradle & be snug on my genitalia, though it felt unusually good that a piece of clothing could have that kind of effect, it made me feel self conscious & embarrassed to even think of being seen with it on. Did my dad suggest it ? I wasn't aware of any high school gym class rule because they never did checks nor even mention anything about having to wear one. I have no idea what store my mom just came home from shopping in, but she said she bought me an "athletic supporter". It was supposed to be worn for gym class.īut instead it was a humiliating, but sexy piece of male lingerie, both the way it looked & felt as I wore it. It was supposed to finally solve the problem of my balls falling out from the leg holes of my late 1970's short shorts.